February 1, 2026

Testimony, Prayers for Our Children & Worship Song:)

I love how the TV show “The Chosen” gives us a visual of the Sermon on the Mount. So many people gathered together (all various nationalities and social status’) following Jesus’ preaching! 

Jesus starts saying things that seem very backwards to His followers in ancient times and even to us now, in modern times, as Believers.

“Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven!”

We do not typically think of people who are poor in spirit as being blessed.  We think of people with position, authority and money being blessed.  Imagine praying for someone that they become poor in spirit so they are blessed? It just doesn’t seem right but Jesus said, “Blessed are they who are poor in spirit because theirs is the kingdom of heaven!” People who are poor in spirit (or as Paul says weak in some way) are blessed because “theirs is the kingdom of heaven” or because of the promise of heaven or their HOPE in heaven! Jesus is  saying when we are poor in spirit we are blessed to focus on the promise of the Kingdom of Heaven or the Kingdom of God or the Kingdom of LOVE!  The Kingdom of Heaven and the Kingdom of God are used interchangeably in the Bible.  In 1 John 4:7 it says, “God is LOVE” so the Kingdom of Heaven/God can also be called the Kingdom of Love!

At Dodger’s Christian Day 2023, Chris Prat talked about how we can experience heaven on earth. I would say a resounding yes from what Jesus talks about in this famous sermon on the mount! Yes! We can experience slices of heaven or the Kingdom of Heaven/God/Love on earth but these experiences are just a slice of heaven and the real experience (or full loaf of bread) of heaven is gonna blow our minds and hearts one day!

The kingdom of love can exist on this earth if we are blessed to see it! It is not through our fleshy desires, worldly position, authority or money! Yes money can help you live your best life but sometimes the people with the most money are miserable because they are poor in spirit.  

Oftentimes when we are poor in spirit (or have some other weakness that Jesus addresses in this sermon on the mount) we see God’s blessings the most because our perspective changes! For example when…..

-a loved one passes away 

-ourselves or a loved one has an accident or gets diagnosed w/ an illness

– we lose our job or have financial problems

-we go through a divorce or watch our parents or friends go through a divorce

-we are emotionally, physically or sexually abused

These hard times (problems or trials) are oftentimes when we have a need for God or we see that we are blessed by God. Joyce Meyer was sexually abused by her father in her younger days but in her books and preaching she tells how God has blessed her so much, through daily surprises, from having to go through that experience in her younger years! God had and has great plans for all the trials and abuses His people have suffered! “Blessed are the poor in spirit for theirs is the kingdom of Heaven/God/Love!” Romans 8:28

Sometimes it’s not as serious, it’s just a change of perspective from a trial/difficult experience. It was a blessing before the experience but we took the blessing for granted! 

When our daughter Sarah was born premature at 1 lb 14 ounces (and was in NICU for 49 days from August to October 2011) I would be staring out the window from Hoag Hospital in Newport Beach at all the people enjoying their life (& beautiful day) going to the beach. It’s not that I didn’t appreciate going to the beach before, but having a young premature baby in NICU seemed really hard.  I would have rather been chasing after our three other kids at the beach like I did the summer before (when they were ages 2, 4 and 6) than the seriousness of caring for a premature baby.  Of course I was very blessed to have had the miracle of caring for her and I would do it again but my perspective changed about days at the beach. Since that experience in NICU, I have never taken going to the beach for granted even when all the kids are bickering and at least one of them, doesn’t want to be there. I’m always thinking of how blessed I am to be enjoying a beautiful day at the beach! After writing this I should probably be praying for the people at the hospital that they get their fun beach day soon! “Blessed are the poor in spirit for theirs is the kingdom of heaven!”

Another change of perspective example is when I was a new mom other moms would oftentimes complain about how hard being a new mom was.  I would kinda have to change the subject or do something else because before I became a mom, I was a Social Pathologist, and worked with children with special needs in a preschool special day class. I worked 2 days per week when our oldest daughter was a baby! I never felt like complaining cause I was always in “awe” of how quickly our baby, Emily, picked up on language and concepts. It was like having a little doll I would take and show the world to!  Then I would love watching how she would play and interact with the world  because I knew she had caught on so quickly to everything I had exposed her to!

Of course I was exhausted from a baby who was super curious about her surroundings and only took 20 minute cat naps but I always knew I was very blessed that she was developing at an advanced rate and I was also able to spend so much time with her! This is not to make other moms feel bad for feeling overwhelmed as a new mom, or needing to vent, it’s just I felt blessed because of my perspective with children with special needs.  Even if I did become overwhelmed as a new mom (on occasion) I always knew it could be much more difficult so I would just handle one thing at a time and try and enjoy our curious, non-napper, extremely healthy baby! “Blessed are the sleep deprived, theirs is the kingdom of love!”

Prayers for Our Children

Now as far as prayer for our children, I am always praying that our children chase the dreams that God is putting in their hearts! Psalm 20:4 says, “May He give you the desire of your heart and make all your plans succeed!” 

Our children’s perspectives come from a place of being “rich in spirit” with financial provision!  We have taken them to weekly church or had a family bible study their entire lives.  They know my husband (their father) and I believe in Jesus and the promises of heaven! Our children have a lot of blessings that they can easily take for granted and don’t have as much need to focus on the kingdom of Heaven, the Kingdom of God or the Kingdom of Love.  They have much of this kingdom of love already in their daily home life!  

My Grandma who lived through the Great Depression said, “It’s good to want things.’ The championship tennis player John McEnroe said, “My children suffer from affluenza” which is when children don’t have a need to chase dreams or set out to reach goals because they have so much! But like I stated before, what parent would want to wish for their child to be poor in spirit? But this is the difficult way to the Kingdom of Heaven, Kingdom of God or Kingdom of Love!  If children don’t have a need they don’t needs it, don’t wants it:( My husband had moments of poor in spirit through trying to achieve difficult goals in football and later in business and it has made him an amazing husband and father!  Praying for our young adult children and teenage children that they set difficult to achieve goals (the one’s God is putting in their hearts) in freelance business, school, baseball and tennis. If they set high goals they will eventually feel poor in spirit but you will be living your best life because you will be living for God’s purposes (Romans 8:28) and you will see slices of the Kingdom of Love here on earth and eventually join us in the Kingdom of Heaven!

There is a Catholic Judeo-Christian song from this sermon on the mount called “Blessed are They!” The recorded version is not even close to listening to people at church singing it together!  “It says, Re—–joi—–ce and be glad yours is the kingdom of God.” I cry every time because the words are so true in real life! The song brings joy and sorrow at the same time because our hardships here are nothing compared to what awaits us in heaven! I attached a recorded version but it is nothing like the song live in a church filled with Jesus’ followers having gone through what he was talking about, at the sermon on the mount, and now we are singing his words back to Him because they are so TRUE!  Isaiah 55:11

“Come Follow Me & I will Make you Fishers of Men.”

January 25,2026

Over the weekend, our family had the opportunity to hear Ray Comfort (& Ken Ham) speak at Calvary Chapel, Downey, California. After the worship service, on our 30-minute drive home to Huntington Beach, our daughter Julia, 19, was explaining how she feels uncomfortable evangelizing people, especially when thinking about pointing out others’ sins in order to encourage them to repent. 

Kirk Cameron & Ray Comfort Testimony & Evangelism

Although we all agreed that we feel uncomfortable pointing out sin in strangers, I fully agree that sin needs to be addressed in order for a behavior change to take place, because of my education and background in behavior modification (as a Social Pathologist).  Scientific research says in order to change a behavior, people must first admit the problem! The perfect example of this is Alcoholics Anonymous (AKA AA), in which the alcoholic has to begin by stating they are an alcoholic at the beginning of each meeting. “I’m John and I’m an alcoholic.”  AA is a Christian organization but also has lots of scientific behavior modification research behind the fact “admitting the problem” is the precursor to changing the behavior! You can’t live your best life (the life Jesus died to give you) until you admit your shortcomings!

Obviously, Jesus, our creator, is a master at knowing how to change behavior and knew the science to change behavior before he created science and the world! His goal is that his people freewillingly admit their sins/mistakes, receive His forgiveness and move in a new direction!

Still, cold-calling evangelism (specifically pointing out sin), is a very difficult part of our calling as Christians. We let our kids know that just because we feel uncomfortable evangelizing this way, we are very blessed as a church family by how many people Ray and other cold-callers we know have brought into our church family.   

The no-hitter MLB baseball pitcher,  Michael Lorenzen is one of these conversions (on the Huntington Beach pier) who’s testimony our son heard while playing baseball for FCA (Fellowship of Christian Athletes).  We are praying for Ray Comfort’s Living Water organization and anyone who is called to evangelize this way, so we can, as Ericka Church’s tour states, “Make Heaven Crowded 2026!”

This gospel, “Come Follow Me and I will make you Fishers of Men!” is a prelude to the Great Commission, which is for each believer to preach the gospel! Jesus is saying if the disciples follow him, he is going to teach them how to convert non-believers & how to strengthen, encourage and comfort the church of believers through the help of his Holy Spirit which he has done so obviously with Ray Comfort and his ministry Living Waters!  Not a coincidence because their are no coincidences with God, (termed God Wink by: Squire Russell) that Ray’s last name is COMFORT and Jesus calls us each by name!

The Commission by: Cain

We want to encourage our children that even if they don’t feel called to cold-call non-believers (specifically pointing out others’ sin) there are many ways to begin preaching the gospel. Once they  begin and feel Jesus’ encouragement  they might even find themselves becoming more bold by cold-calling strangers!

One way to preach the gospel is by writing down or videoing yourself telling your own testimony.  Hearing how God has been working in your own life through answered prayer or working for His purposes is very inspiring (strengthening, encouraging, comforting)!

Another way of preaching the gospel is by modeling Christian behavior (especially if God allows a difficult situation in your life).  Christian spiritual behavior includes the actions of patience, kindness, honesty, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control and the Holy Spirit helps put these character traits inside you!  

Teaching the word is another way to preach the gospel.  While interacting with friends, classmates or fellow employees about a specific problem they are dealing with, we can suggest scripture that would help them (depending on the specific  problem) or Christian books you have had success with. For us, we have read so many books that stand out, including Purpose Driven Life By Rick Warren, Starting & Ending Your Day Right, By Joyce Meyer, Chuck Smith’s Bible with his personal footnotes (or even the app Word for the Day to aid in Bible study), Discovering the Mind of a Woman, by: Ken Nair, Business Secrets of the Bible, by: Rabbi Daniel Lappin, Have you Considered?, By Bruce Malone & Julie Von Vett and so many others! 

Healing is another way believers can preach the gospel. Healing includes physically and spiritually meeting the needs of both non-believers and believers as Jesus did! God says you may even be able to perform miracles outside your family and hometown which is why Jesus moved outside of Nazareth and into Caupernaum when he began his ministry because even He had trouble performing miracles in his own home town because of the lack of faith there.

Once you step out of your comfort zone and begin doing one or more of these actions, cold calling evangelism might not feel so difficult! The world is a dark place! There are all kinds of people needing a Christian telling them Jesus wants you to admit your sin and come to him to Him to be forgiven! Our kids may not need that because they have two parents (a mom & a dad) that love them but many people are hurting and want to change yet don’t even know about the Bible or Jesus’ friendship being available to them! They think it is about works and being a good person.

After preaching the gospel in these other ways, you might find yourself being more courageous and evangelizing strangers! 

January 18, 2026

This gospel points to the fact that John’s baptism of water💦 for forgiveness of sins is different from Jesus’ baptism of the Holy Spirit and Fire! 🔥We are praying for you (our children) that you are baptized with fire & the Holy Spirit through your personal friendship with Jesus. 

After being raised in the Catholic Judeo-Christian Church my entire life (cradle Catholic) yet reading and studying the Bible (the last 15 years) one thing I do know is the Holy Spirit is unpredictable and we as humans may not know exactly when we are baptized with the Holy Spirit and fire 🔥 The Bible says the Holy Spirit grew inside Jesus until his public ministry. John the Baptist heard from the Holy Spirit but we are not sure when. Paul received the Holy Spirit after his water baptism and the disciples received the Holy Spirit in upstairs rooms after Jesus’ resurrection from the dead. 

Because this is a mysterious concept, we think it is important for you to know some of the signs that you may have an outpouring of the Holy Spirit or even small amounts of the Holy Spirit growing inside you. First off, and what pastors (as your parents we are some of your pastors) and priests love to speak of is blessings and perfectly timed answers to prayer that Squire Russel termed God winks. Secular people call these coincidences but thanking God and writing these blessings down so you remember brings joy and strengthens our friendship with Jesus beyond what any material gift could provide. It is also great marketing for the Christian faith. 

Secondly, and isn’t ideal marketing for the Christian faith  and what most pastors (even us as parents pastoring you) and priests don’t necessarily want to discuss with Believers  is that when you are baptized with, Jesus’  Holy Spirit and fire, persecution from worldly, fleshy, jealous and envious people is inevitable. Jesus spoke of this persecution when talking to Peter and basically guaranteed this persecution for people who follow Jesus and are baptized by Jesus’s fire! 

Jesus, himself, and Paul were both crucified because of this baptism of fire. John the Baptist was beheaded because of this persecution. More recently, Reverend Martin Luther King (in 1968) and Charley Kirk were shot because of Jesus’ baptism of fire and the Holy Spirit. The world does not like people who have been baptized with fire and the Holy Spirit!

But what I want you (our children) to know is not to be afraid of the persecution this baptism of the Holy Spirit and fire causes. People who are living in friendship with Jesus are really living a rich life! Living life to the fullest! Living their best life! Everyone at Charley Kirk’s funeral knows he is in heaven and as Paul said “He fought the fight, he ran the race! His job on earth is done!” I’m not surprised Ericka Kirk said he died with a small smile on his face! He lived his short life to the fullest because he was not afriad to do what God called him to do!

Take each good season, praise God and celebrate with family and friends as much as you can! Enjoy every second! If you can find time to write them down-DO! Then when the hard times and persecutions come because the Bible and Jesus promises hard times will come take them on one season at a time, one step at a time, one day at a time, 20 minutes at a time (Usha Vance), 5 seconds at a time (Mel Robbin’s). God has His way of working all of it for your GOOD! Romans 8:28

Turn, Turn, Turn By: The Byrds 

Sunday, January 11, 2026

This week’s gospel reading documents the baptism of Jesus. Jesus was baptized  as a model of what He wants all of us, His children, to do (be baptized). He had no sin so he did not need to be baptized for forgiveness of sins. 

At first his cousin, John the Baptist, didn’t even feel right baptizing Him. He said, “I need to be baptized by you, and yet you are coming to me?”Jesus replied to him, “Allow it now, for this is fitting for us to fulfill all righteousness.” Jesus was baptized to fulfill his purpose which was to be a perfect model (& sacrifice) for us, his children.

As a  Social-Behavioral Scientist, I know the overwhelming scientific evidence that what parents do/model (righteousness/unrighteousness) is what children grow up to do (at least 80% of the time!). In another gospel reading (John 5:19), Jesus says, “……the son can do nothing on his own accord, but only what he sees the Father doing.”  

Now with movies, TV, the internet, you-tube shorts, children are doing more of what they see modeled to them outside of our homes and need Jesus’ perfect-righteous modeling now, more than ever! 

Where is the Love?  By Black Eyed Peas

So thankful for the revival happening among GenZ but specifically praying our children grow in their relationship with Jesus (as a model- perfect father) through prayer, reading & studying the Bible, nature (creation science), church, worship music 🎶 and working for His purpose(s).🙏

November 25, 2025

In this gospel message, Jesus uses Solomon’s magnificent glory to make a point about how much God cares for his followers. He says, “Not even Solomon in all his glory was arrayed like one of these (lilies)” to teach that if God clothes the flowers (lillies) so beautifully, He will certainly provide for the needs of his people.

I absolutely love the song attached below that spreads this gospel message about God’s provision so beautifully on its own! It is called:

Consider the Lillies By: Claire Crosby (6 yrs old)

That said, this next-level gospel message on wisdom, prayer & God’s provision is better understood by knowing who Solomon was in the Old Testament/Jewish Torah. King Solomon was King David’s second living son through David’s (sinful) union with Bathsheba. 

The Bible says that God loved Solomon! He enjoyed just watching him sleep and grow up! If you are a parent and you have enjoyed watching your children sleep, grow up, develop and learn you can relate to God’s love for Solomon!  

Solomon was heir to the throne and put in charge of the Kingdom at a very young age (around 15-20 years old).  Being so young, he was overwhelmed with the responsibility (of ruling the nation of Israel), and he went to God for guidance and wisdom. God was overjoyed that Solomon came to him in prayer to ask for His guidance and he gave Solomon an outpouring of wisdom.

With all of the wisdom God gave Solomon, he became the greatest, righteous, business person arguably of all time! The GOAT of righteous, business people! He built a huge empire, a gorgeous engineering masterpiece (it was both fashionable & functional)! If you have ever remodeled or tried to build a home, you know making something look good and also function is difficult to do! It is expensive and it all has to be thought out from the beginning, which is why God’s wisdom (ahead of time) was crucial for Solomon in business and specifically the construction business!

Solomon also built the most beautiful temple the Jewish people ever had on this earth! So when Jesus is saying, “Not even Solomon in all his glory was arrayed like one of these (lilies)” he was teaching us that if God clothes the flowers (lillies) so beautifully, He will certainly provide for the needs of his people! He is saying that if we follow Jesus and come and ask Him for wisdom, he will give us wisdom and more provision then we can even dream for ourselves!

Worship Song: Jireh  By: Elevation Worship & Maverick City Music

Solomon also wrote the book of Proverbs (which is also called the book of Wisdom) in the Bible! His famous verse, Proverbs 3:5-6 “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight” leads us all (Jews, gentiles, slave, free, woman, man) back to the Lord for wisdom/discernment because Solomon knew true wisdom came from the Lord. 

In Proverbs, Solomon also encouraged people to have business advisors. His mother (Bathsheba) was one of his top advisors and when he refers to wisdom in the book of proverbs he uses she/her pronouns. 

Not coincidentally (because there are no coincidences with God), Eve, in the Garden of Eden, wanted wisdom but only through a relationship with Jesus (the creator) could she have true wisdom! 

A side note, Pontious Pilate would have been better off taking his wife’s (helpmate’s) spiritual advisor guidance then succumbing to social pressure from the Jews to have Jesus crucified!

Insert Mr. Smith’s Vlog Testimony on Wisdom, Prayer and Provision in Sports & Business.

Prayer for Our Children: 

We are praying all of our children each go to Jesus (in relationship) and ask for his wisdom (like

Solomon) to help HER/HIM LIVE THEIR OWN BEST LIFE!

In the bible it says our birth dates and our death dates are predetermined!  So, we know from the bible, all the false advertising about foods and preventative health care extending our lives is rubbish!  But…..and this is a HUGE BUT……. Each person can affect her/his quality of life by the daily, WISE, choices $/HE makes.

Of course, in this modern day, with all the screen distractions, if you don’t plan ahead, wisely prioritizing your time, you will waste hours and hours of your life on screens that you will never be able to get back!  The screens suck you in and will waste your life away!  

However, using time wisely leads to living your own best-Holy Spirit driven-life!  Specifically creating long term goals, benchmarking those goals and prioritizing how much time you will spend on each goal daily! If you go to God (and your mother) and ask for wisdom like Solomon did, I am certain He will give you all the wisdom and provision you need to chase your dreams and lead others to the Kingdom! He wants to give you wisdom! He wants you to live your best life! It is the life he died (a very painful death) to give you! Praying you lead with wisdom in your own unique way!